Finished Shooting

We have left Dharamsala and therefore shooting is completed. There are definitely other things I wish I could have filmed, mostly B-roll type footage and a few more interviews with people other than my central characters. However, given infinite time I would probably never feel finished or completely satisfied with my footage. Such is the case with documentary filmmaking; there’s always something more you wish you had.

On the other hand, if there’s no schedule and no limit, you’ll never finish your film. And in reality, I have been very fortunate, even very blessed for what I have been able to get. When I first started this project I thought three months time should be plenty to get a story with a beginning middle and end. But pretty soon I realized that real-life stories can take a long time to play out. As the end of our stay got closer and closer I was really starting to worry whether I’d have any type of ending to my story, or at least some kind of accomplishment or something that would work as and ending.

Q&A with Tibetan Monks

A few weeks after arriving in McLeod Ganj, we discovered an English conversation class for Tibetan monks which needed volunteers. We were eager to help out, and have continued to do so throughout the majority of our time here. I will probably be writing more about the entire experience later, but through this volunteering we got to know the English teacher, a woman named Margaret from Australia, very well, and one day she invited our group to come and have a question and answer session with a couple monks from a higher class she was teaching. We were more than happy to participate. I already had several questions about Buddhism and I was just waiting for the opportunity to ask them.

The following are some of our questions and some of the monk’s answers. They are not word for word, but an account of what was said based on my notes.

Q: = question, A: = answer, and then I’ll add a “C:” to some of them for my own comments.

Q: What does “Ohm mani pedme hum” mean?

(this is a mantra, a very special phrase written around the Kora, in the temple, in prayer wheels, as well as repeated out loud in song or in chant)

Leaving So Soon

It's raining and the appointment I had canceled, otherwise I probably wouldn't be writing this right now. We only have three days left in Dharamsala, and therefore I am cramming to wrap up my filming.

Don't worry. I am glad to report that I am very close to having everything I need, and that I should be able to reasonably get all that I need over these next couple days. Maybe not everything I wanted to get... but I think that's a fairly impossible expectation when it comes to documentary film.

Lately however, things have been turning out surprisingly in the favor of my film. Just this week Tong Len's kids moved into their new hostel and I got to be there to film it. Also, the day before we are leaving, a couple I filmed when we first got here will be receiving their marriage certificate with help from my lawyer friend, and they have invited me to come along. And in addition to these things, I have been getting some really great answers in the interviews I've been conducting lately.

I go through weird cycles of being really excited for this film, then suddenly wanting to give up and then getting really excited again. Right now I am excited. I'm sure in editing I will get discouraged a few more times, but I promise I won't give up. I myself can't wait to see the finished film.